In a bid to actually focus and finish the Dedicant Path, I’m keeping this online journal to consolidate all my thoughts and writings on my path and to document my growth as a Druid and a Pagan.
Meditation Week 7 Recap
Again, I had a hard time maintaining this. I'm hitting that slump where the enthusiasm is gone, and only self-discipline and habit are forcing me to hold the course. The good news is, I recognise what is happening. This awareness represents growth for me, and instead...
Meditation Week 7 Begins – Treadmill Walk (Repetitive Motion)
This week, in light of really overdoing last week, I'm scaling back. I'm still doing repetitive motion, but this week I focus on being more gentle. I'm going to walk at an easy pace on my treadmill. This means about 3 mph, doing about a 20-minute mile. We'll see how...
Meditation Week 6 Recap
I really didn't think I was going to have a problem maintaining this... but I did. It also points out how badly I need physical exercise right now, and how easy it is for me to overdo it. I really struggled; in fact, I'm having to visit the chiropractor this week,...
Notes on Lunasduinn
Some other names for this High Day are Aedrinia (Gaulish), Laa Luanistyn or Laa Luanys (Manx), Lughnasadh or Lúnasa (Modern Irish), Lúnasdain, Lúnasdal or Lunasduinn (Scottish Gaelic), Calan Awst (Welsh). Also Lammas and Michaelmas (Christian, in Scotland on September...
Lunasduinn ritual notes
Since I'm practicing as a solitary right now, I've looked into this wonderful little resource on the ADF website, so generously provided by Anthony R. Thompson; it's here.
Lunasduinn
It's official; I've chosen a nice ritual pre-written, one referenced in the WotY, for my ritual today that takes place at sunset. I had many lovely ones to choose from, and it was a hard choice. As an aside, I did note that it's the waxing moon (just barely), and that...
Meditation Week 6 Begins – Free Weights (Repetitive Motion)
For this week's work, I'm going to start exploring repetitive motion. I like repetitive motion... I have always loved exercise, and never missed a workout for many, many years, until I fell very ill and had trouble with exercise. It's been the bane of my existence...
Recap of week 5, lovingkindness meditations
I really like this. Although I didn't do the chant on a daily basis, in the act of studying the concept of self-compassion and lovingkindness, I wound up finding an important piece of the puzzle. The whole ability to practice mindfulness, bring awareness to suffering,...
Researching and working on my 3rd High Day
Getting ready for Lunasduinn - Lughnasadh. I'm seriously thinking of taking a pre-written ritual, and working through it, from beginning to end. There is NO reason why I can't work a full ADF-style ritual, and the cross-quarters are very important to the Gaelic and...
Parts of the shrine that I really like!
Well, I'm certainly not done with it, but there are parts of it that really, really work for me, and I'm deeply happy with them. My fire area, for one thing. I've decided the orange candles for the light half of the year do really well, and if you squint, it looks...
A ritual for rain
Well, this started out as a homework assignment for an Oracle study I'm doing, given by a good friend of mine who's a fellow ADF Druid, but who primarily is Wiccan / Shamanistic. I had to create some incense with at least one, but no more than three of the plants of...
Fifth Week Meditations Begin – Chant
For this week, I want to explore something I've been toying with anyway, an apparently Buddhist-practice called Metta, I think; I will do some research and post right here this week. It's a form of chanting / mantra meditation, and the focus is compassion. I have a...
Fourth Week wrap-up
Yes, holding perfectly still for 10-15 minutes at a time is woefully easy for me. It's one of those skillsets that I'm grateful to have now, but sad that I developed it the way I did. It falls under 'lemonade from lemons'. I don't have much to say about the week past,...
Fourth week of meditation starts tomorrow – Mental Training / Stillness
For this week's upcoming practice, I'm going to do a practice taught by the incomparable John Michael Greer, in his book, 'Learning Ritual Magic: Fundamental Theory and Practice for the Solitary Apprentice'. I am actually fairly successful with this practice. I like...
Recap of the Journeying week
I had some very interesting experiences, one of which was a surprise encounter with what others would tend to think of as an 'imaginary' character from a TV series. I've had these sorts of experiences before, and I don't discount them. TV and movie characters tend to...
Posting the highlights of the Annual Drinking Water Quality Report for my area
Wow! In big, gigantic text, my water company says 'Our drinking water meets or exceeds all federal (EPA) drinking water requirements'. These sources include, in the study, tap and BOTTLED water!, rivers, lakes, streams, ponds, reservoirs, springs and wells. The water...
An aside on the Two Powers…
Even though I spent time this past week trying to work through it, and did obtain some interesting results, I feel I have a lot of work to do on this. Also, I was disappointed I couldn't seem to 'get hold' of the mp3 on the website.... I even searched through and...
Third Week of Meditation Starts Today – Journeying
For this week’s meditation focus, on a daily basis, I’m going to do a shamanic journeying technique to my Sacred Grove in the Upper World. This practice, more than any other, seems to be really workable for me. I've actually been doing this for the past month or so...
Second High Day Recap Homework
The structure of the ritual was Wiccan. Sacred Mist rituals, which I have been attending for many years now, follow a particular structure that works well; everyone knows it, follows along, and helps those that don't know. The way energy is raised and directed, and...
Second Week Recap
I did really poorly, as in, I did not do this meditation consistently. I think it is utterly lovely and moving, but, complexity makes me give up and avoid. There is a reason... my life is already too busy, too complex and I have too many irons in the fire. This leads...
Second High Day Ritual
Brief Information: High Day Celebrated: Grian-stad Sàmhradh (Summer Solstice) Location: Sacred Mists Circle This is an online chatroom where Esbats, Sabbats and other announced rituals are held by The Sacred Mists Coven. (Wiccan Coven) Date Celebrated: 21 June, 2011...
Myths and Celebrations for the Summer Solstice
This is not a specifically Gaelic holiday and many Pagan cultures celebrate this time with many festivals known by a range of names - Denmark, Sankt Hans Aften. Wiccan sabbat Litha. Slavonia, St. John's Night. Alban Heruin. Gaul (old France), Feast of Epona, (white...
The astronomical event, Summer Solstice
Astronomically, the Earth is always in a 23 -degree tilt on its axis, continuously spinning to create the night and the day. The North Pole always points toward the North Star. Of course, in addition to this movement, the Earth is also in orbit around the sun. At the...
Second Week of Meditation starts today – Two Powers
For this week's meditation focus, on a daily basis, I'm going to do the Two Powers Meditation from our ADF Handbook, and spoken of as the week 11 homework for Rev. Dangler's 'Wheel of the Year' programme. It's lovely and well-done, and I have precedent for it from...
First Week Recap
The first week of my meditation, grounding and centering at the computer each day before work, is now complete. This is really sad, but I had to struggle to REMEMBER to do this. I know habits aren't built in a day, but, I found myself forgetting and saying 'oh wait!'...